Fear #3: Everything

I'm scared to go to sleep. I'm scared to wake up. I'm scared I have a kidney stone. I'm scared Once Upon A Time will become lame. I'm scared of losing my drum majors. I'm scared of reauditioning. I'm scared of low battery. I'm scared of misplacing my rings. I'm scared my phone is broken. I'm scared I'll fail my classes. I'm scared I'll miss the college application deadlines. I'm scared boys don't like me. I'm scared girls don't like me. I'm scared of being crazy. I'm scared that I can't stop twisting and being sad and being prescribed Prozac. I'm scared of Miller. I'm scared of my horn. I'm scared of braces. I'm scared of driving. I'm scared of dreams. I'm scared of attendance school. I'm scared of being a know it all. I'm scared of not knowing anything. I'm scared of attractive men. I'm scared of unattractive men. I'm scared of him and him and him and him. I'm scared of scaring people. I'm scared of dying. I'm scared of not living. I'm scared of not having money. I'm scared of being alone and on my own and by myself. I'm scared I'll have to drop Latin. I'm scared of graduation. I'm scared of my house. I'm scared of heights. I'm scared of coming off too strong. I'm scared of never taking chances. I'm scared of leaving. I'm scared of staying. I'm scared of the future. I'm scared of others' futures. I'm scared I'll ruin Preference. I'm scared I won't be asked to Prom. I'm scared for Kristian. I'm scared for Preethi. I'm scared for Taylor. I'm scared by stupidity, spiders, and sunburns. I'm scared of change. I'm scared of loss. I'm scared of you.

Pantophobia: the fear of everything, including pants (or rather, how I look in them)

Positivity: I fell asleep while trying to think of something positive, so now I'm a little less scared in the morning.