Talking

I walked with Cam Kid for a bit after school today. He was wearing a hat for Hat Day unlike the 99% and he was wearing his ridiculous socks halfway up his shins and he was just so beautiful. It felt as if I hadn't seen him in a week or two, what with AP tests and Lagoon and such. I was already missing him terribly.

We walked around silently, trying to help out the new DMs with everything they needed and trying not to feel bored and useless, and I told him how I felt I hadn't seen him though I know I had. And he said: "It's because we haven't talked in a long time. Seeing is different than talking." And even after that comment, neither of us really said anything.

I hate losing my drum majors.

I just hate a lot if things.