Empty

So much has happened to me.

I had my last guard competition and wept my allotted five times throughout the day. I just might graduate high school. I'm lonely; I'm in love. I'm lost and lazy and lovely, I guess. Lovely, in the sense that I drink tea and would love to read poetry and study ASL if I had time.

I'm turning 18 in about 12 hours.

Somebody make me feel like it's worth it.